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:iconautumnashesheart:AutumnAshesHeart has changed their username (formerly AutumnCalypso)
My Loves Of My Life. by AutumnAshesHeart
My Loves Of My Life.
Just need to add a coffee and were set! ;P
Stefan and Calypso. :heart: :kiss: :blowkiss: :tighthug:
Just took this randomly this morning, Calypso has only seen snow like twice, so it weirds her out. xD
Not the greatest picture but I think it's cute so I'm sharing. :meow:
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The Road. by AutumnAshesHeart
The Road.
The drive to work this morning, very pretty but slippery!
First snowfall this year. :heart:
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Waking Up. by AutumnAshesHeart
Waking Up.
The view out my front door this morning, I LOVE snow!!
It's so beautiful. :meow: :heart:
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Body + Lighting.
Checking out the lighting in my room. I thought this was cute.

Don't note me about skyping and don't send me dick pics.
Please and thank you for being respectful! Compliments welcome!
I take these for fun and because they make me feel good, not because I'm looking for guys, just FYI!
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I was doing my usual daily walk through the forest when I came upon an abandoned house, which I swore was never there before.
I decided to take a quick look through the house but found nothing of interest, except for a very creepy painting of a frightened girl, hanging above the old fireplace. Something about the look in her eyes made me feel extremely uncomfortable, and I tried to avert my gaze but to no avail. On her face was a pained expression, with a hint of confusion and fear. I thought it was very strange that anyone would want this painting in their home, it started to make me feel sick looking at it. I decided to head home and have a hot bath, try to relax, and put the image of the girl out of my head.

The next day I got up and started getting ready for work, when I noticed a voicemail from my boss telling me not to come in. I was fired. I called my best friend to vent and ask if he knew of any work, he refused to speak to me and said not to call him again. When I asked him why, I heard the receiver smash down. I decided I was going to go see him in person and find out what was going on, what did I do? I got to his house and knocked for 5 minutes straight when he finally answered the door. He wouldn't look at me in the eyes, he was acting like I was a disgusting thing, too horrid to be around or look at. It felt humiliating and degrading. Why was he doing this to me?

But it wasn't just him.

I found myself walking through the streets, physically holding myself together and trying not to break down. I started to look up at the people walking around me, and was crushed when I noticed that they were acting the same way as my 'friend'. They looked through and around me, their paces quickening as they tried to get away from me as fast as possible.
I ran as fast as I could, trying to keep my eyes from looking at the people who wouldn't look at me. I ran for my house, my safe haven, where I could be alone and figure this all out.
There was a big sign on the door: EVICTED.
No. No, this couldn't be happening, why was this happening?

I spend the rest of the day wandering the streets of my city, trying to find a place to go, avoided by all who crossed my path. The abandoned house came into my mind, maybe I could stay there for awhile? I searched for a few cold sleepless nights, but never found it.

Days of trying to explain myself turned into weeks. The little money I had left went unspent, as no stores would serve me. I started to look for the abandoned house every day, until it became an obsession. This all started when I went there, was there a connection? What was that place, and where has it gone? What if I did find it and nothing changes? I couldn't even think about the last thing, it was much too painful. That's where all this started, and that is where it will end.

I stood alone in the forest, waiting, always waiting, hoping, dreaming, begging for it to come and free me from this existence. The Abandoned House. It was in every dream. It was all I could see now with wide open eyes and a closed mouth, too frightened to speak. It haunted every thought I had, until I was no more. I was The Abandoned House. An empty shell neglected and left to rot, invisible to all, remembered by no one. I would never find The Abandoned House, because I became it.Untitled by AutumnCalypso

^^ My new writing notebook, made from an old book that I bought at Stefan's work.
  • Listening to: ASMR videos.
  • Drinking: Coffee.

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AutumnAshesHeart
Autumn
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Canada
I mostly take pictures of myself, and my animals, with some nature photos thrown in there from time to time. Check out my youtube channel! www.youtube.com/channel/UCzaB_…
I'm bisexual and in a relationship. <3
To all the men out there, please don't note me about skyping, and DO NOT send me unsolicited dick pictures etc. You will be blocked.
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Embrace-Fate Featured By Owner Edited 2 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
New name... New attitude? New artistic perspective?
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madlynx Featured By Owner 1 day ago   Photographer

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AutumnAshesHeart Featured By Owner 5 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You are so welcome! :meow:
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Placi1 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thank you for the fave!:) (Smile) 
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JIMCAREYPHOTOGRAPHY Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional Photographer
Hey Allison! Thanks so much for supporting my work!
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lexxii Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Love your fine art :star: xoLexxiiCutieShots
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AutumnAshesHeart Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much!! :meow:
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agatax2000 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
you sooo sweet
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AutumnAshesHeart Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! :meow:
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thewolfcreek Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you very much for the fav my friend...
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